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media type="custom" key="16507410" I Miss You by Miley Cyrus

Never knowing when death will be meeting you at the front door or when you will be saying your last good bye to a loved one, well for me I never got that luxury of saying good bye to someone I loved and dearly adored. From a simple fall then having to get hip surgery to having to burry your great grandpa is not how you want to see someone slowly pass away. My Grandpa Charlie was someone that loved to spend time with his grandkids and great kids didn't matter where or when just always enjoyed the time he got to spend with us, but looking back I took all of those things for granted, now I feel guilty for not wanting to do all of those things because I thought I had something better to do or not choosing to do things with him because of some stupid excuse. My Grandpa always spoiled us great grandkids getting us whatever we wanted from candy to money, he hated to see us hurt or sick. Visiting him in the hospital was probably the hardest thing for me, to see him in that horrible condition. He wouldn't remember any of our names nor would he know where he was or what was happening, the thing that especially broke my uncle and dad's hearts' was the fact that he begged them to let him go home and was in so much pain that he would just keep asking them for more medicine. I will truly never forget all of the good times that I had spent with my grandpa or how much he really meant to me, I never got to tell him that he meant the world to me. The thing that keeps my family in a good place with his death is that we know that he finally went home to his one true father, wife and son. R.I.P Grandpa Charlie, you are forever loved and missed! <3